Today is the 10th July 2008 . I'm so ... ... ... it's like mother fucker hell irritating bastard . I didn't meant all that, but i need to release somehow . No idea what to, what did it to, but i know i need a cure to this, it's making my life like hell .


Skipped a week of school, went Redang . Maybe i'll blog about it some other time . Not now .


School was a disaster . I might have to forward, first thing, my GEMS, lost 60% of overall weightage . Mind you, i didn't fail, i lost, meant i got zero .. ZERO ! ! 30% one time quiz, home done, half way through, Mom accidentally switched off the main switch while my laptop was running on wire . No idea what happened then, only knew i couldn't do the second time . Second 30% assignment, i miss two weeks of lesson, assignment task link was deleted, i was too late .

So this is Taxation CA1 .


Taxation CA1 retest .




FACC CA2 .

Cost accounting CA .

Cost accounting CA retest .



Business law CA .

Oh you did a great job, Chantel Smith . So well you could just quit school and get a job at McDonald's .

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A white lamborghini visits my area recently, got a picture of it, not really clear . But hearing the exhaust is good enough to last my memory of it a few days . Got a video of this white beaut, very blur anyway . The next one is another car, couldn't recognize the make, but the good thing is, i just happen to shot the video as the car pick ups, so when you watch the video, plug in the earpiece, turn up the volume, you can hear the exhaust so nice and smooth .

I hate myself . Somehow i did, sometimes i do . How i wish i live my life in a club, with things i call ''music'' every now and then, with things i call ''place'' to be around and with things i call ''life'' to survive .

Ever had people called you the perfect girl for the other half ? I did . But one factor of me crush the very word flat . I would wanna be perfect too, but when you start something, it's hard to stop, just like smoking .

Save me ...

I don't say that for fun .